I'm Scared

I am terrified right now Lord.  I realize you have a purpose and that no door closes without a better door opening, but you of all know the burdens I carry, the needs that I have and the fears that keep me up at night.  Today fed into those fears and increased them 10 fold.  Please wrap me in your protection, in your embrace and comfort me with your knowledge that this is a good thing and something better will come to me tomorrow.  I know that at this very low point, I must look to you and only you for comfort, providence and guidance, so I place myself, my children, my needs and my future into your capable hands and trust that tomorrow will reveal what you have planned and that you will give me the confidence to move into it, the knowledge to recognize it and the courage to accept it.

Thank you Lord for always loving me and for sustaining our needs.